i've just not been here mentaly alot

lets see, well since last time im dating now, thier names are Angie and Greg, yes 2 people and their a couple

oh i've had my first girl kiss *smiles widely* it was AMAZING

i've had some ups and downs with my depression, some days i'd be fine  then boom it'd hit and i'd horrible

my neice zoey has been thrown out of the buggy at krogers but she's fine now, she's 2 months now!!!!

ava my littlest cousin is crazy somehow she's gotten herself a black eye and cut her ear but she just laughed at it, i swear the kid is nuts

however it was just me and my grandmaw today, no one else came, my mom didn't even call and say happy birthday.

i got the sims 3 for a present and a kick ass cake, i would have a pic, but my camer didn't have any batteries.

Sarah

9 pounds 7ounces

19 inchs long

Bob is suing the dog trainer after his beloved german shepeard mix Dixie was dixie died in the trianers care and was returned to byrar in the form of cremated remains according to people.com

it seems like the trainer just couldn't keep the cause of her death straight first it was a hit and run, then she passed in her sleep, then it was changed to she passed under other circumstances

this is the link to the actual site stating wat is going on

http://www.people.com/people/article/0,,20287034,00.html?xid=rss-topheadlines

Dixie we will always rember you, you were a great animal and you didn't deserve what ever happened to you im sure your dad bob will never forget you honey nither will any of your uncles or aunts.

What the fuck is wrong with people?!

its a pic of my niece my sister paige is 5 months and if you look you close it looks like she's blowing a bubble

the phillips funeral home came and got him we're going to bury him near some family

we got to get some pics together of him

im tryin to talk mamaw into puttin papaw in his usual outfit: tee shirt, hoodie, jeans, suspenders, hankercheif, and his diabetic shoes

i love him so fuckin much and ill miss my daddy

he's the only dad i ever had

I love you papaw tell kyle i said hi

Sarah

here's the dresses in the story

Mine:

Emily:

 or

Tiffa:

Amy:

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So here I am sitting at my table with my friends Amy and her husband Josh, Kenny and his date, Emily and her girlfriend Tiffany, KJ and his girlfriend. They all looked so in love and beautiful, well the girls did the guys looked hansom I would have never dreamed of seeing Kenny Clark in a tux but he can clean up really well. All of us girls were in beautiful dresses, I was wearing a deep purple dress that was well fitted, Emily was in a black dress that was sorta puffy and had chains on it she also had black lace gloves. Tiffany or Tiffa as I called her was in a bright teal and Amy had a deep red dress on. I sit and look around my table at all of my friend this would be our last year together and our last dance, it's really bittersweet because I know we're all happy to graduate but I know that we will all be going to different colleges which will suck big time. I look over to see my crush Emily snuggled up to her girlfriend Tiffany, yes I was crushing on a girl not only that but she's one of my best friends for the longest time I was so scared to tell her that I liked her but then I did and I feel SO much better. So here we all are just sitting at the talking about how stupid some of the girls looked and slutty some dressed then bout how stupid the guys was getting it was so fucking funny cause there is one guy walking around with his tie on his head and his shirt as his tie sometimes I wonder about these kids. Soon everyone at my table wasp paired off dancing to songs... and I was sitting at our table alone I let out a sigh.

"This fucking sucks." I say and rest my head in my hand that's propped up on the table I look to see Josh and Amy all lovey dovey they've been married bout 6 months now I think he seems pretty cool but I don't no something just says that he's not all that but he makes Amy happy so I'm fine. I soon see KJ and his girl this is the first time I've met her KJ was super nervous the boy always does when it comes to girls, I let out a chuck and a smirk as he looks my way I smile at him we've been friends since kindergarten so I'm glad he's happy. I look all over to find Kenny and his girl and I see them making out in the corner I scrunch my face up oh god I didn't want to fucking see her feel the girl up I think as I shake my head as I try to get the image out of my head. I find Emily and Tiffa swaying to a slow song they make a cute couple and they bring out the best in each other I let my gaze linger on Emily. She's beautiful she's a tomboy yes but when she dresses up she's a fucking knockout she's athletic like but she still has her curves and she's in ROTC and a total sweetheart she's got natural red hair to her shoulders that's straight but tonight is half up in ringlets. She has the prettiest green eyes and she's got pale skin she's just perfect to me she's always been there for me when I needed someone. Soon I see Emily and Tiffa walking towards me I thought they were going to sit down but only Tiffa sits and Emily stands in front of me with a smile on her face oh god what are they up to I think.

"Emily aren't you going to sit" I say pushing a chair her way, she shakes her head.

"No I'm not dancing" she says quickly looking at Tiffa then back to me.

"Oh...so your going to dance by yourself?" I say raising a eyebrow that's not like Emmy to just dance by her self.

"Nope I got someone to dance with" she states but I'm clearly confused I no it ain't Tiffa she's sitting down tired and it ain't the others they're still going strong who the hell is she talking about.

"Oh... ok well have fun Emmy" I say turning around getting ready to talk to Tiffa when Emmy takes my hand when she does I jerk my head around to look at her like she was crazy why was she pulling me to the floor?!

"Emmy! what are you doing you are suppose to dance with someone else" I state trying everything to stay in my seat but it ain't working for more.

"Sarah that person is you I want to take and dance with you for your first girl dance well official one anyways" she said and chuckled as I blushed as she laced her fingers with mine and lead me to the dance floor when we made it to the floor the song Underneath It All by No Doubt came on we both love this song. I stood there not knowing where to place my hands she placed my arms around her neck and pulled me close while she had hers around my waist we swayed to the beat I look up to her and smile at her soon I relax and lays my head on her should as she holds me close. I take notice that people are staring at me and Emily but I don't give a shit I've got my girl dancing with me I never thought that this would happen I feel her kiss my temple she always does that when I get nervous either that hold my hand or kisses my forehead she can calm me down quite fast soon a smile spreads across my face I've never been so happy.

"So this is like a sympathy dance?" I ask curiously I look her in the eyes as she looks shocked at me.

"No! its nothing like that babe your one of my best friends I love you to death I'd never do a fucking thing like that how could you think that!" she says clearly outraged I feel so ashamed that I made her like this. I take and hold onto her as I lay my head on her chest listening to her heartbeat as I rub circles in her back to calm her down.

"I'm sorry honey, I didn't mean to make you mad." I say almost crying we suddenly stop dancing and takes me out to the hallway to the part were no one will see us the entire time I'm just looking down. Soon I felt a hand cup my face and lifting it to look at them I see Emily looking at me she didn't look angry like I expected her to be but somewhat happy.

"Sarah love you didn't make me mad relax OK" she says as she moves a strand of hair outta my face, it felt so good to have her hand on my face it felt so right I smiled at the thought my heart was beating faster so I realized she was leaning in towards me. Oh lord she's gonna kiss me what do I do soon she was so close I could see all the colors of her eyes she tilted her head to the side as I closed my eyes and I soon felt a soft pair of lips upon mine. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her neck and kissed back slowly my heart was beating so fast I thought it was bout to explode I cant believe this was happening she was kissing me and it feels like heaven I caress Emily's cheek as I kiss her gently savoring everything soon we parted and I looked to see Emily smiling.

"Emmy what about Tiffa what if she finds out about this?" I saying worried I didn't want this to break-up Emmy and Tiffa and I didn't want to lose my friends that's for damn sure.

"Relax it was her idea she thought it would sorta be a good "goodbye" present but honestly I just wanted to be your first kiss" she says rubbing circles on my hand with her thumb I smiled and we walked back hand in hand to the gymnasium then sat down and talked to Tiffa like nothing happened while that happened Emmy held both mine and her girl's hands. That night I will admit was the best day ever in the history of my schooling.

The End

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by the way here's a pic of my crush emily today