October 7, 2009hey everyonehi guys sorry i haven't been around alot i've just not been here mentaly alot lets see, well since last time im dating now, thier names are Angie and Greg, yes 2 people and their a couple oh i've had my first girl kiss *smiles widely* it was AMAZING i've had some ups and downs with my depression, some days i'd be fine then boom it'd hit and i'd horrible my neice zoey has been thrown out of the buggy at krogers but she's fine now, she's 2 months now!!!! ava my littlest cousin is crazy somehow she's gotten herself a black eye and cut her ear but she just laughed at it, i swear the kid is nuts
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September 26, 2009amber alertAMBER ALERT
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August 31, 2009my first birthday, without my papaw and my cousinwell today was my first birthday without my grandpaw or my cousin kyle and my first with zoey. however it was just me and my grandmaw today, no one else came, my mom didn't even call and say happy birthday. i got the sims 3 for a present and a kick ass cake, i would have a pic, but my camer didn't have any batteries.
Sarah
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July 20, 2009IM A AUNT!Zoey Brooke Brown 9 pounds 7ounces 19 inchs long
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June 23, 2009RIP Dixie im sure bobby and everyone will miss you!it seems as thought Bob Bryar's dog Dixie has been killed. Bob is suing the dog trainer after his beloved german shepeard mix Dixie was dixie died in the trianers care and was returned to byrar in the form of cremated remains according to people.com it seems like the trainer just couldn't keep the cause of her death straight first it was a hit and run, then she passed in her sleep, then it was changed to she passed under other circumstances this is the link to the actual site stating wat is going on http://www.people.com/people/article/0,,20287034,00.html?xid=rss-topheadlines
Dixie we will always rember you, you were a great animal and you didn't deserve what ever happened to you im sure your dad bob will never forget you honey nither will any of your uncles or aunts.
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June 11, 2009Can you answer 51 questions about your #11) What’s their name?
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April 2, 2009OH MY FUCKING GOD!I CANT BELIVE THIS THEY JUST LEGALIZED RAPE IN AFGANASTAN!A What the fuck is wrong with people?!
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March 10, 2009my neiceOk everybody since my photos hate me right now I posted the pic here its a pic of my niece my sister paige is 5 months and if you look you close it looks like she's blowing a bubble
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February 16, 2009BAD NEWS!!!!My grandpaw died this moring at 10:30am in front of me the phillips funeral home came and got him we're going to bury him near some family we got to get some pics together of him im tryin to talk mamaw into puttin papaw in his usual outfit: tee shirt, hoodie, jeans, suspenders, hankercheif, and his diabetic shoes i love him so fuckin much and ill miss my daddy he's the only dad i ever had I love you papaw tell kyle i said hi
Sarah
Posted on 02/16/2009 12:26 PM Comments (13)
February 12, 2009The Best Day Ever!Ok so this is a story based on a experience I had in high school it was my dance with my crush which made the prom the best dance ever I added the kiss cause I wished that would of happened but only the dance is true so with no further adue here's the story. here's the dresses in the story Mine:
Emily:
Amy:
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- So here I am sitting at my table with my friends Amy and her husband Josh, Kenny and his date, Emily and her girlfriend Tiffany, KJ and his girlfriend. They all looked so in love and beautiful, well the girls did the guys looked hansom I would have never dreamed of seeing Kenny Clark in a tux but he can clean up really well. All of us girls were in beautiful dresses, I was wearing a deep purple dress that was well fitted, Emily was in a black dress that was sorta puffy and had chains on it she also had black lace gloves. Tiffany or Tiffa as I called her was in a bright teal and Amy had a deep red dress on. I sit and look around my table at all of my friend this would be our last year together and our last dance, it's really bittersweet because I know we're all happy to graduate but I know that we will all be going to different colleges which will suck big time. I look over to see my crush Emily snuggled up to her girlfriend Tiffany, yes I was crushing on a girl not only that but she's one of my best friends for the longest time I was so scared to tell her that I liked her but then I did and I feel SO much better. So here we all are just sitting at the talking about how stupid some of the girls looked and slutty some dressed then bout how stupid the guys was getting it was so fucking funny cause there is one guy walking around with his tie on his head and his shirt as his tie sometimes I wonder about these kids. Soon everyone at my table wasp paired off dancing to songs... and I was sitting at our table alone I let out a sigh. "This fucking sucks." I say and rest my head in my hand that's propped up on the table I look to see Josh and Amy all lovey dovey they've been married bout 6 months now I think he seems pretty cool but I don't no something just says that he's not all that but he makes Amy happy so I'm fine. I soon see KJ and his girl this is the first time I've met her KJ was super nervous the boy always does when it comes to girls, I let out a chuck and a smirk as he looks my way I smile at him we've been friends since kindergarten so I'm glad he's happy. I look all over to find Kenny and his girl and I see them making out in the corner I scrunch my face up oh god I didn't want to fucking see her feel the girl up I think as I shake my head as I try to get the image out of my head. I find Emily and Tiffa swaying to a slow song they make a cute couple and they bring out the best in each other I let my gaze linger on Emily. She's beautiful she's a tomboy yes but when she dresses up she's a fucking knockout she's athletic like but she still has her curves and she's in ROTC and a total sweetheart she's got natural red hair to her shoulders that's straight but tonight is half up in ringlets. She has the prettiest green eyes and she's got pale skin she's just perfect to me she's always been there for me when I needed someone. Soon I see Emily and Tiffa walking towards me I thought they were going to sit down but only Tiffa sits and Emily stands in front of me with a smile on her face oh god what are they up to I think. "Emily aren't you going to sit" I say pushing a chair her way, she shakes her head. "No I'm not dancing" she says quickly looking at Tiffa then back to me. "Oh...so your going to dance by yourself?" I say raising a eyebrow that's not like Emmy to just dance by her self. "Nope I got someone to dance with" she states but I'm clearly confused I no it ain't Tiffa she's sitting down tired and it ain't the others they're still going strong who the hell is she talking about. "Oh... ok well have fun Emmy" I say turning around getting ready to talk to Tiffa when Emmy takes my hand when she does I jerk my head around to look at her like she was crazy why was she pulling me to the floor?! "Emmy! what are you doing you are suppose to dance with someone else" I state trying everything to stay in my seat but it ain't working for more. "Sarah that person is you I want to take and dance with you for your first girl dance well official one anyways" she said and chuckled as I blushed as she laced her fingers with mine and lead me to the dance floor when we made it to the floor the song Underneath It All by No Doubt came on we both love this song. I stood there not knowing where to place my hands she placed my arms around her neck and pulled me close while she had hers around my waist we swayed to the beat I look up to her and smile at her soon I relax and lays my head on her should as she holds me close. I take notice that people are staring at me and Emily but I don't give a shit I've got my girl dancing with me I never thought that this would happen I feel her kiss my temple she always does that when I get nervous either that hold my hand or kisses my forehead she can calm me down quite fast soon a smile spreads across my face I've never been so happy. "So this is like a sympathy dance?" I ask curiously I look her in the eyes as she looks shocked at me. "No! its nothing like that babe your one of my best friends I love you to death I'd never do a fucking thing like that how could you think that!" she says clearly outraged I feel so ashamed that I made her like this. I take and hold onto her as I lay my head on her chest listening to her heartbeat as I rub circles in her back to calm her down. "I'm sorry honey, I didn't mean to make you mad." I say almost crying we suddenly stop dancing and takes me out to the hallway to the part were no one will see us the entire time I'm just looking down. Soon I felt a hand cup my face and lifting it to look at them I see Emily looking at me she didn't look angry like I expected her to be but somewhat happy. "Sarah love you didn't make me mad relax OK" she says as she moves a strand of hair outta my face, it felt so good to have her hand on my face it felt so right I smiled at the thought my heart was beating faster so I realized she was leaning in towards me. Oh lord she's gonna kiss me what do I do soon she was so close I could see all the colors of her eyes she tilted her head to the side as I closed my eyes and I soon felt a soft pair of lips upon mine. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her neck and kissed back slowly my heart was beating so fast I thought it was bout to explode I cant believe this was happening she was kissing me and it feels like heaven I caress Emily's cheek as I kiss her gently savoring everything soon we parted and I looked to see Emily smiling. "Emmy what about Tiffa what if she finds out about this?" I saying worried I didn't want this to break-up Emmy and Tiffa and I didn't want to lose my friends that's for damn sure. "Relax it was her idea she thought it would sorta be a good "goodbye" present but honestly I just wanted to be your first kiss" she says rubbing circles on my hand with her thumb I smiled and we walked back hand in hand to the gymnasium then sat down and talked to Tiffa like nothing happened while that happened Emmy held both mine and her girl's hands. That night I will admit was the best day ever in the history of my schooling. The End ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ by the way here's a pic of my crush emily today
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the 90's
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February 10, 2009i have seen 112 out of 295 moviesSUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 movies on this list. Put an X next to the movies you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, have fun..
Have fun! () Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean (x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest () Boondock Saints () Fight Club () Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles () Airplane Total :3 (x) The Princess Bride () Anchorman: The Legend Of Ron Burgundy () Napoleon Dynamite (x) Pan's Labyrinth () Saw () Saw II () White Noise () White Oleander (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total all together: 8 (x) Scream () Scream 2 () Scream 3 () Scary Movie () Scary Movie 2 () Scary Movie 3 () Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding () American Pie Band Camp () American Pie Naked Mile Total all together: 12 (x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 (x) Resident Evil 1 (x) Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Black Book (x) The Village (x) Lilo & Stitch Total all together: 21 (x) Finding Nemo (x) Finding Neverland (x) Signs (x) The Grinch () Texas Chainsaw Massacre () Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning (x) White Chicks () Butterfly Effect () suddenly 30 (x) I, Robot () Robots Total all together: 27 (x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story () Universal Soldier (x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events (x) Along Came Polly () Deep Impact () KingPin () Never Been Kissed (x) Meet The Parents (x) Meet the Fockers () Eight Crazy Nights (x) Joe Dirt (x) King Kong Total all together: 34 (x) A Cinderella Story (x) The Terminal (x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie () Passport to Paris (x) Dumb & Dumber () Dumber & Dumberer (x) Final Destination (x) Final Destination 2 (x) Final Destination 3 (x) Halloween (x) The Ring (x) The Ring 2 () Surviving Christmas (x) Flubber Total all together: 46 () Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle (x) Practical Magic () Chicago (x) Ghost Ship () From Hell (x) Hellboy () Secret Window () I Am Sam () The Whole Nine Yards () The Whole Ten Yards Total all together : 49 (x) The Day After Tomorrow (x) Child's Play (x) Seed of Chucky (x) Bride of Chucky (x) Ten Things I Hate About You (x) Just Married () Gothika (x) Nightmare on Elm Street (x) Sixteen Candles (x) Remember the Titans (x) Coach Carter (x) The Longest Yard () Gridiron Gang (x) The Grudge () The Grudge 2 (x) The Mask (x) Son Of The Mask Total all together: 63 (x) Bad Boys (x) Bad Boys 2 () Road Kill () Lucky Number Sleven () Ocean's Eleven () Ocean's Twelve () Bourne Identity () Bourne Supremecy () Lone Star () Bedazzled (x) Predator I (x) Predator II (x) The Fog (x) Ice Age (x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown (x) Curious George Total all together: 71 (x) Independence Day (x) Cujo (x) A Bronx Tale (x) Darkness Falls () Christine (x) ET (x) Children of the Corn () My Bosses Daughter (x) Maid in Manhattan (x) War of the Worlds (x) Rush Hour (x) Rush Hour 2 Total all together: 81 () Swimfan
() Miracle on 34th street () Old School (x) The Notebook () K-Pax () Krippendorf's Tribe ()A Walk to Remember () Ice Castles () Boogeyman (x)The 40-year-old-virgin Total all together: 83 (x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring (x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers () Lord of the Rings Return Of the King (x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark () Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom () Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade Total all together : 86 () BASEketball () Hostel () Waiting for Guffman () House of 1000 Corpses () Devils Rejects (x) Elf () Highlander (x) Mothman Prophecies () American History X ( ) Three Total all together: 88 () The Jackal (x) Kung Fu Hustle () Full Metal Jacket () Shaolin Soccer () Night Watch (x) Monsters Inc. (x) Titanic () Monty Python and the Holy Grail (x) Shaun Of the Dead () Willard Total all together : 92 () High Tension (x) Club Dread () Hulk (x) Dawn Of the Dead () Hook (x) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe (x) 28 days Later () Orgazmo () Phantasm () Waterworld total all together: 96 () Kill Bill vol 1 () Kill Bill vol 2 (x) Mortal Kombat (x) Wolf Creek () Kingdom of Heaven (x) The Hills Have Eyes () I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman () The Last House on the Left () Re-Animator () Army of Darkness Total all together : 99 (x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace (x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones (x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith (x) Star Wars A New Hope (x) Star Wars The Empire Strikes Back (x) Star Wars Return of the Jedi (x) Ewoks the caravan of courage () Ewoks The Battle For Endor Total all together: 106 (x) The Matrix (x) The Matrix Reloaded (x) The Matrix Revolutions () Animatrix () Evil Dead () Evil Dead 2 () Team America: World Police (x) Silence of the Lambs (x) Hannibal ( ) Red Dragon (x) Anger Management total all together: 112 i have seen 112 out of 295 movies
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i just got some bad newsmy papaw has had 2 seizures and a stroke on Saturday now we just got a call saying that if he has a seizure again he'll die I'm scared we got to make a decision about him being put on the ventilator and if he should be resuscitated i don't no what ill do when he dies
Sarah
Posted on 02/10/2009 10:47 AM Comments (6)
February 9, 20095 best sex tapesHayley Williams and Vicky-T come on these girls are both fuckin goregous it would be like heaven (or close to it) to see it Bob Bryar and Matt Sanders these guys i think would be great together and the tape would be on fire! Hayley Williams and Jeremy Davis i think those to are perfect for each other Ray Toro and Amy Lee that would be SO hot it aint even funny Patrick Stump and Andy Hurley i love both of these guys and i think they'd look fuckin cute together
i tagg escapethefate, rockmusicismylife, lyseyj
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February 1, 2009I am 57% hated at schoolI am 57% hated at schoolNow that you opened it you have to do it
or have bad luck for 3 years [ ] Gotten a referral [ ] Gotten detention [ ] Gotten your cell phone/ipod taken away [ ] Gotten suspended [ ] Chewed gum during TOTAL SO FAR: 0 [ x] Gotten late to a class more than 10 times [ x] Didn't do homework over 5 times [ x] Returned at least 2 projects in late.. [ x] Missed [ x] Skipped class at least 1 time [ ]Laughed so hard you got kicked out of class TOTAL SO FAR: 5 [ ] Texted people during class [ x] Passed notes [ x] Threw stuff across the room [ x] Laughed at the teacher TOTAL SO FAR: 8 [ x] Went on myspace, friendster,xanga , etc on the computer at school [ x] Took pictures during school hours [ x] Called people during school hours (had to call a techer in another grade over my sibling) [ ] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class [ x] Hit a teacher or student with a textbook (does my brother count? he pissed me off at lunch) TOTAL SO FAR: 12 [ ] threw something at the teacher [ x] Went outside the class room without permission [ x] Broke the dress code [ ] Failed a class, not a grade, a class [ x] Ate food during class TOTAL SO FAR: 15 [ ] Gotten a call home [ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved bad [ x] Didn't take your stuff to school [ ] Gotten a detention and didnt go [ ] Used passes from other days/Or made fake pass [ ] cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear TOTAL SO FAR: 16 [ x]Slept through class [ x] Played basketball with paper balls using the trashcan as a basket [ x]Threatened a teacher/ told off a teacher (my band teacher at graduation fucker had threw his baton and stands at me and the flute section he was and still is a fucking asshold prick!) [ ] Felt hungry during class and went home to eat [ ] Treat the teacher as invisible TOTAL: 19 now times by 3 repost as "I am ____% hated at school"
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January 30, 2009ok since for some reason i cant post my pics im going to post them up on here
amy your like a lil sis to me if you ever need anything you know that if you need me you can talk to me honey i love you babe
Sarah, xoxo~Sarah
Posted on 01/30/2009 9:20 PM Comments (4)
January 27, 2009to the kidsHere's to the kids.
i found this on rainbowlust's journal it's pretty cool i think its like the saying for overcast kids.. not sure though
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January 19, 2009Amen!
If someone says "Is this okay?" You say...?
About a Girl- The Academy Is... How would you describe yourself? Baby One More Time- Britney Spears What do you like in a guy? One Of The Boys- Katy Perry How do you feel today? Fingerprints- Katy Perry What is your life's purpose? Disloyal Order OfWater Buffaloes- Fall Out Boy What is your motto? Here We Go Agian (live)- Parmore What do your friends think of you? No Time For Tears- Ashlee Simpson What do you think of your parents? Bittersweet World- Ashlee Simpson What will you dance to at your wedding? What will they play at your funeral? Headfirst for Halos- My Chemical Romance What is your biggest secret? What do you think of your friends?
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January 15, 2009Coffee Shop Love ~a gerard way oneshot~ I got out of the cab and walked up the stairs to this shitty apartment I call home. Yeah, it doesn't have anything fancy but, you know, its good enough. My name's Topaz I have raven black hair to my shoulders along with a set of bright blue eyes that are almost always rimmed in black liner, that sometimes look hazel. I also have fair skin which I take pride in; most people dont even ask my name because: 1) theyre either too afraid of my looks or 2) they don't care, but the thing is. I don't care if they know my name either. Their loss I say, I mean I'm not going to kill them or something. Just because I like black and listen to My Chemical Romance and wear crazy makeup doesnt mean I'm a mean and scary person! Just so you know I'm a very nice person, you can ask any of my friends. I'm not going to bite... unless youre into that. I walk over and turn my stereo on letting it fill the air with whatever is on at the time as I walk to get a cup of coffee. Soon I hear the beginning of Vampires Will Never Hurt You; one of my favorite songs. I just love Gerard Way's voice. Actually, I just love all of him, honestly, call me a fan girl or whatever, I don't care, Ill deal with it. I walk over to the couch that's near the window and look out the window surveying everything and honestly this is pretty damn boring and I need different coffee, this shit isnt cutting it. I get up and pour out my coffee and grab my black jacket off the back of the sofa and head out the door after I make sure I have my keys. I walk out of the apartment and down the sidewalk getting nasty looks from older people; one of them even went to the other side of the street. I laugh and shake my head. I swear some people... I soon find what I was looking for: Starbucks, the maker of the best damn coffee in the world. Its my fucking savior. I swear, if it wasn't for my coffee I would have killed people by now. I walk up to the counter and order my normal black coffee then wait for it. I take a look around the place; this place is fucking packed and there aren't any seats. Shit, I ordered it for here too. Oh well, that's typical of me do something without thinking maybe a seat will open up before these retards give me my coffee. I scan the room again letting my gaze linger on one guy he looks vaguely familiar but he's got his back to me. He's reading a comic so he cant bad, right? I hear them call my name and I go up and grab my coffee, paying the man behind the counter for my sweet liquid. I take a sip as I look to see if anyone's moved but of course they haven't just my luck. I walk over and see if the guy with the comic would mind if I take a seat with him but when I look at him, I freeze. I cant just ask him; that's stupid and rude, but before I can leave he speaks to me. "Excuse me did you need something," he asks, looking at me. I can feel his gaze on me, looking me over, he's probably going to say something bad to me over how I look. I mean most do right now. I have my favorite pair of black jeans, which are ripped at the knee and a My Chemical Romance shirt on. Most of the time, once they see the gun circle, they shut up and leave but he doesn't he just keeps looking. "I was actually wondering if you'd mind if I sat with you because there are no tables left, but never mind I can ha-" I say hastily trying to get out of there as it has finally clicked who he is hes Gerard Way. "No, sugar, I don't mind in fact it would be much better than sitting here by myself, please sit, I wont bite, I promise." he says, smiling at me and with that I turn around and "Yes, youre right, but don't worry. I'm not going to go all crazy on you. I'm Topaz, by the way," I say, smiling then giggling a little. He just looks at me then laughs he must have figured out what I thought was funny. "So what comic are you reading?" I ask curiously as I take a sip of my coffee while trying to see the front cover. "Oh, I'm proof reading my comic, they just got how its suppose to be printed so they need me to read it to see if I approve of the how it looks," he says, staring down at it, almost like a proud father. "That sounds pretty cool, did they get it right?" I ask, inquisitively as I drink my coffee. It takes him a while to answer but he finishes reading the comic, sits it down, smiles, takes a sip of his coffee and looks at me, "Actually yeah they did, its great. If you want, you could look at it." "I'd love to but are you sure I can, I mean, I don't want you to get in trouble and then the publishers not make your-" I begin, rambling until I hear an angelic laugh and I look to see Gerard laughing. My face instantly drops and tears start to prick my eyes: he's laughing at me. I never would have thought someone who I thought so highly of, would fucking laugh at me! I sniff and wipe my eyes, catching his attention. He's automatically up and walking over to my side where he sits beside me. "Sugar, what's the matter?" he asks, concerned. I dont answer, I just stay quiet and stare at my coffee, "Topaz, what's the matter? I dont like seeing people cry, please dont!" "You laughed at me; I never thought you of all people would laugh at me!" I tell him looking down then drink a bit of my coffee, trying not to think of how close I am to him and how even if I would leave the only way out was to go under the table, then I hear him sigh. "Topaz, look at me," he says trying to get me to look at him. When I dont, he moves my hair out of my face so he can see me, "Sugar, I wasn't laughing at you! I was laughing at the thought of getting fired over showing someone else the comic, that's all, I swear. I look up at him and show a slight smile, God, why cant I hate this man? "You know you can look at the comic, it wont get me booted. God, Mikey and the guys look at it whenever they are around. Its better because its outsider input, so honestly, Sugar, I dont mind and I know they wont either" he says and hands me the book, while I look up at him and smile widely. I look eagerly through the pages. I was so consumed in it that I barely noticed that I was leaning on Gerard and he didn't mind. In fact, I felt him put his arm around my shoulders, much to my delight. I got more comfortable and soon I was finished and just sitting there with Gerard's arm around me. God, I can't believe he's got his arm around me. "So... how was it?" he says, looking down at me eagerly. "It was how can I put it..." puts my hand on my chin and act like Im thinking really hard, letting him sit there and be nervous for a bit, "It was kickass, Gerard, I loved it! "Honestly, it was?" he asks and I just nod my head smiling, "You know, you dont always have to call me Gerard. You can just call me Gee. Gerard makes me feel like a kid in trouble sometimes" he says, snickering "Sure Gee" then I notice I was leaning in on him "shit sorry I didn't mean too I just got." before I could finish he cut me off. "No its fine" he says and pulls me closer "Plus you know you look kind of cute when you ramble." at that I look down and blush I look up at him to see he has a dorky smile on his face. "If I didn't know any better Id say that your hitting on me" I say jokingly "I never said I wasn't" he says and I look to see him with a bigger smile on his face then it hits me he is hitting on me! Oh my god! ~Fast Forward 1 year and 1 week~ "Sugar, are you ready" hey yells I finish my makeup and take one last look in the mirror then walk down the stairs to my living room to see my boyfriend standing there in black jeans and a deep red shirt with his black leather jacket. Im wearing a red and black lace corseted dress that is to my knee with my favorite leggings their black with red lace at the bottom and my black buckle boots, he wanted me to wear this one dress that I love since tonight would be a "special" night, Im super nervous.
"Yeah, Im ready baby and you look really good tonight, Gee" I say smiling then give him a quick kiss on the lips. In case youre wondering Gerard and I have been dating for 1 whole year! Ever sense the day at the coffee shop talk we have been practically inseparable we had exchanged numbers that night. After that we called each other almost every day if not 2 times a day he asked me to be his girlfriend a week later and today is our anniversary! I still cant believe Im this lucky to have Gerard Way as my boyfriend its like Im in a dream that I never want to wake up from. Gerard took me to this little authentic Italian restaurant; we ordered our food which was awesome! I saw Gerard tell our waiter something and he just nodded and headed off leaving us alone soon I hear violins playing Gerard gets out of his chair and makes his way towards me then pulls me up out of my chair and holds my hands and looks me in the eyes smiling but I can tell he's really nervous he keeps fiddling with something in his pocket. "Topaz I dont think I have ever met anyone like you, I knew from the first day I met you in Starbucks that I was in love. You looked so beautiful when we started talking and hanging out, I felt like I had found a friend that had been lost for years, I felt like I had found my soul mate. At first, I thought I was crazy but the more we were together the more I loved you and here I am standing with you today a year to that day we started dating and a year and one week since we first met. A year and one week to the day I met you and I know that I have finally found my true love, my soul mate. What Im trying to say is: I love you with all my heart and I would love you to do me the honor of being my wife. Will you marry me?" he asks while keeling down pulling out a black box with a beautiful ring that has a ruby in the center of a heart. "Yes! I'd love to marry you Gerard, yes!" I give him a hug and then, kiss him. He takes my hand and smiles as he slips the engagement on my left ring finger "I love you, Topaz. I cant wait to marry you, you'll be a great Mrs. Way" he says smiling and hugging me "I love you too, Gerard. Wow who would have ever thought that my dream would actually come true?! I say with the biggest smile on my face looking up at him, the rest of that night was perfect. ~Day of the wedding (6 months later)~
"With this hand, I will lift your sorrows. Your cup will never empty, for I will be your wine." I say smiling at him then slip the ring on his finger. "With this candle, I will find your way in darkness. With this ring, I ask you to be mine." he says slipping the ring on my finger smiling with one of the biggest smiles Ive seen grace that beautiful face of his.
"Ok, now, I know that Topaz likes this song and they couldn't figure one up for the first dance as Mr. and Mrs. Way. So Ray and I got to thinking. We thought this song sort of fit them even you'd never really heard this at a normal wedding, but then again, this is Topaz and Gerard this wedding isn't normal. It's.. how should I put it?" looks at Ray then smirks "weird just like them but its the good kind of goofy weird cause if those two were to be normaloh lord! The world would come crashing down. So here is the perfect song for them." Both Frank and Ray started playing Demolition Lovers as Frank sings the song for everyone but I hear Gerard singing it softly to me. The rest of the night was perfect, I could have never asked for anything better. We walk out of our reception to a limo where it took us to our house before we went to Hawaii for a month. I hope he bought a lot of sun block because we'll need it. I dont want a fucking tan.
~5 years later~
"I love you, Sugar." Gerard says then kissed my cheek. "I love you too, Gee." I say and hear aws and giggles then look down at my babies. Our family. Like Frankie says "Keep the faith." The End
Posted on 01/15/2009 9:28 PM Comments (17)
January 14, 2009My top 20 guys =DGerard way
Frankie Iero
Mikey Way
Zacky Vengence
Jimmy The Rev Sulliven
Johnny Christ
Syster Gates
M. Shadows
Jon Walker
Travie McCoy
William Becket
Gabe Sporta
Jeremy Davis
Jared Padilaki
Jensen Ackles
Trace Cyrus
Spencer Smith
Ryan Ross
now for those who would have been on here if i have had more room, i still love these guys to death i just used the ones that came off the top of my head though Brendon Urie Pete Wentz
Joe Trohman
Adam T. Siska
Posted on 01/14/2009 8:03 PM Comments (0)
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