my weakness is that I care to much

hi guys sorry i haven't been around alot

i've just not been here mentaly alot

lets see, well since last time im dating now, thier names are Angie and Greg, yes 2 people and their a couple

oh i've had my first girl kiss *smiles widely* it was AMAZING

i've had some ups and downs with my depression, some days i'd be fine  then boom it'd hit and i'd horrible

my neice zoey has been thrown out of the buggy at krogers but she's fine now, she's 2 months now!!!!

ava my littlest cousin is crazy somehow she's gotten herself a black eye and cut her ear but she just laughed at it, i swear the kid is nuts

AMBER ALERT

name: Hallie Willis (blond hair)
age: 13
last sighted in a white top and matching shorts

taken by a 6ft tall woman, 200 lbs and had a mustache

vehicle: Red truck, licences plate is m8017 robert frank

taken from owensburg kentucky

well today was my first birthday without my grandpaw or my cousin kyle and my first with zoey.

however it was just me and my grandmaw today, no one else came, my mom didn't even call and say happy birthday.

i got the sims 3 for a present and a kick ass cake, i would have a pic, but my camer didn't have any batteries.

Sarah

Zoey Brooke Brown

9 pounds 7ounces

19 inchs long

it seems as thought Bob Bryar's dog Dixie has been killed.

Bob is suing the dog trainer after his beloved german shepeard mix Dixie was dixie died in the trianers care and was returned to byrar in the form of cremated remains according to people.com

it seems like the trainer just couldn't keep the cause of her death straight first it was a hit and run, then she passed in her sleep, then it was changed to she passed under other circumstances

this is the link to the actual site stating wat is going on

http://www.people.com/people/article/0,,20287034,00.html?xid=rss-topheadlines

Dixie we will always rember you, you were a great animal and you didn't deserve what ever happened to you im sure your dad bob will never forget you honey nither will any of your uncles or aunts.

1) What’s their name?
Samantha

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/​​girlfriend?​
no

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
yes

4) How old is the person?
18

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
no

6) Is this person older than you?
no

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
no

9) Are you related to this person?
nope

10) Are you really close to him/her?
fuck yea i am

11) Nickname?
Sammy/Jay/Sam

13) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
uh everyday

14) Do you think they will repost this?
maybe

15) Could you live with this person?..
yes

16) Why is this person your number 1?
she's my bestie i love her to death

18) How long have you known this person??
bout 2 years

19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
.nope sepreat towns 5 hours apart =(

20. What happened?


21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
YES DUH

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
not yet

24) Do you know everything about this person?
not yet

25) Would you date this person’s siblings?
she don't have any

26) Have you ever made something with this person?
yes i write stories with her :D

27)Have you ever gone skinny dipping with this person?
nope

31) is your #1 on drugs?
yes... its call Supernatual, Jared Padalecki, and sugar

33) Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?
nope but i wish i could

34) Have you and your #1 person made up a hand shake?
nope

35) If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?
hell yea

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
yes

38) Do you and this person have a saying?
nope not that i no

39) Do you know this persons myspace password?
no

41) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2
days?
hell no

44.) Have you and this person gone clubbing?
no i wish

45) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
yes

46) Do you and this person talk alot?
tes

47) Do you like this person?
.....yes

48) Has this person yelled at you?
yea but it was funny and the other time i deserved it

49) Have you and this person got into a fist fight?
NO

50) Do you want to go out with this person?
YES

51) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
.YES

Now repost this as:


"Can you answer 51 questions about your #1"

I CANT BELIVE THIS THEY JUST LEGALIZED RAPE IN AFGANASTAN!A

What the fuck is wrong with people?!

Ok everybody since my photos hate me right now I posted the pic here

its a pic of my niece my sister paige is 5 months and if you look you close it looks like she's blowing a bubble

My grandpaw died this moring at 10:30am in front of me

the phillips funeral home came and got him we're going to bury him near some family

we got to get some pics together of him

im tryin to talk mamaw into puttin papaw in his usual outfit: tee shirt, hoodie, jeans, suspenders, hankercheif, and his diabetic shoes

i love him so fuckin much and ill miss my daddy

he's the only dad i ever had

I love you papaw tell kyle i said hi

Sarah

Ok so this is a story based on a experience I had in high school it was my dance with my crush which made the prom the best dance ever I added the kiss cause I wished that would of happened but only the dance is true so with no further adue here's the story.

here's the dresses in the story

Mine:

Emily:

 or

Tiffa:

Amy:

~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-

So here I am sitting at my table with my friends Amy and her husband Josh, Kenny and his date, Emily and her girlfriend Tiffany, KJ and his girlfriend. They all looked so in love and beautiful, well the girls did the guys looked hansom I would have never dreamed of seeing Kenny Clark in a tux but he can clean up really well. All of us girls were in beautiful dresses, I was wearing a deep purple dress that was well fitted, Emily was in a black dress that was sorta puffy and had chains on it she also had black lace gloves. Tiffany or Tiffa as I called her was in a bright teal and Amy had a deep red dress on. I sit and look around my table at all of my friend this would be our last year together and our last dance, it's really bittersweet because I know we're all happy to graduate but I know that we will all be going to different colleges which will suck big time. I look over to see my crush Emily snuggled up to her girlfriend Tiffany, yes I was crushing on a girl not only that but she's one of my best friends for the longest time I was so scared to tell her that I liked her but then I did and I feel SO much better. So here we all are just sitting at the talking about how stupid some of the girls looked and slutty some dressed then bout how stupid the guys was getting it was so fucking funny cause there is one guy walking around with his tie on his head and his shirt as his tie sometimes I wonder about these kids. Soon everyone at my table wasp paired off dancing to songs... and I was sitting at our table alone I let out a sigh.

"This fucking sucks." I say and rest my head in my hand that's propped up on the table I look to see Josh and Amy all lovey dovey they've been married bout 6 months now I think he seems pretty cool but I don't no something just says that he's not all that but he makes Amy happy so I'm fine. I soon see KJ and his girl this is the first time I've met her KJ was super nervous the boy always does when it comes to girls, I let out a chuck and a smirk as he looks my way I smile at him we've been friends since kindergarten so I'm glad he's happy. I look all over to find Kenny and his girl and I see them making out in the corner I scrunch my face up oh god I didn't want to fucking see her feel the girl up I think as I shake my head as I try to get the image out of my head. I find Emily and Tiffa swaying to a slow song they make a cute couple and they bring out the best in each other I let my gaze linger on Emily. She's beautiful she's a tomboy yes but when she dresses up she's a fucking knockout she's athletic like but she still has her curves and she's in ROTC and a total sweetheart she's got natural red hair to her shoulders that's straight but tonight is half up in ringlets. She has the prettiest green eyes and she's got pale skin she's just perfect to me she's always been there for me when I needed someone. Soon I see Emily and Tiffa walking towards me I thought they were going to sit down but only Tiffa sits and Emily stands in front of me with a smile on her face oh god what are they up to I think.

"Emily aren't you going to sit" I say pushing a chair her way, she shakes her head.

"No I'm not dancing" she says quickly looking at Tiffa then back to me.

"Oh...so your going to dance by yourself?" I say raising a eyebrow that's not like Emmy to just dance by her self.

"Nope I got someone to dance with" she states but I'm clearly confused I no it ain't Tiffa she's sitting down tired and it ain't the others they're still going strong who the hell is she talking about.

"Oh... ok well have fun Emmy" I say turning around getting ready to talk to Tiffa when Emmy takes my hand when she does I jerk my head around to look at her like she was crazy why was she pulling me to the floor?!

"Emmy! what are you doing you are suppose to dance with someone else" I state trying everything to stay in my seat but it ain't working for more.

"Sarah that person is you I want to take and dance with you for your first girl dance well official one anyways" she said and chuckled as I blushed as she laced her fingers with mine and lead me to the dance floor when we made it to the floor the song Underneath It All by No Doubt came on we both love this song. I stood there not knowing where to place my hands she placed my arms around her neck and pulled me close while she had hers around my waist we swayed to the beat I look up to her and smile at her soon I relax and lays my head on her should as she holds me close. I take notice that people are staring at me and Emily but I don't give a shit I've got my girl dancing with me I never thought that this would happen I feel her kiss my temple she always does that when I get nervous either that hold my hand or kisses my forehead she can calm me down quite fast soon a smile spreads across my face I've never been so happy.

"So this is like a sympathy dance?" I ask curiously I look her in the eyes as she looks shocked at me.

"No! its nothing like that babe your one of my best friends I love you to death I'd never do a fucking thing like that how could you think that!" she says clearly outraged I feel so ashamed that I made her like this. I take and hold onto her as I lay my head on her chest listening to her heartbeat as I rub circles in her back to calm her down.

"I'm sorry honey, I didn't mean to make you mad." I say almost crying we suddenly stop dancing and takes me out to the hallway to the part were no one will see us the entire time I'm just looking down. Soon I felt a hand cup my face and lifting it to look at them I see Emily looking at me she didn't look angry like I expected her to be but somewhat happy.

"Sarah love you didn't make me mad relax OK" she says as she moves a strand of hair outta my face, it felt so good to have her hand on my face it felt so right I smiled at the thought my heart was beating faster so I realized she was leaning in towards me. Oh lord she's gonna kiss me what do I do soon she was so close I could see all the colors of her eyes she tilted her head to the side as I closed my eyes and I soon felt a soft pair of lips upon mine. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her neck and kissed back slowly my heart was beating so fast I thought it was bout to explode I cant believe this was happening she was kissing me and it feels like heaven I caress Emily's cheek as I kiss her gently savoring everything soon we parted and I looked to see Emily smiling.

"Emmy what about Tiffa what if she finds out about this?" I saying worried I didn't want this to break-up Emmy and Tiffa and I didn't want to lose my friends that's for damn sure.

"Relax it was her idea she thought it would sorta be a good "goodbye" present but honestly I just wanted to be your first kiss" she says rubbing circles on my hand with her thumb I smiled and we walked back hand in hand to the gymnasium then sat down and talked to Tiffa like nothing happened while that happened Emmy held both mine and her girl's hands. That night I will admit was the best day ever in the history of my schooling.

The End

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

by the way here's a pic of my crush emily today

my papaw has had 2 seizures and a stroke on Saturday

now we just got a call saying that if he has a seizure again he'll die

I'm scared we got to make a decision about him being put on the ventilator and if he should be resuscitated

i don't no what ill do when he dies

Sarah

Hayley Williams and Vicky-T come on these girls are both fuckin goregous it would be like heaven (or close to it) to see it

Bob Bryar and Matt Sanders these guys i think would be great together and the tape would be on fire!

Hayley Williams and Jeremy Davis i think those to are perfect for each other

Ray Toro and Amy Lee that would be SO hot it aint even funny

Patrick Stump and Andy Hurley i love both of these guys and i think they'd look fuckin cute together

i tagg escapethefate, rockmusicismylife, lyseyj

I am 57% hated at school

this is my petey she's my best friend and like a lil sister now. we've met on here over a year ago and i wouldn't trade be friends with her for the world yes we get in fights/spats whatever you wanna call it but she's been there for me and i've been there for im not planning on just leaving like that anytime soon i love you petey!!

di she's one of my other friends i'll aways be there for her no matter what happens she's can always know that she's got me i'll NEVER leave love you di!  (i hope you liked the other picture)

(my fave)
charie what can i say yes we haven't talked alot lately but you are one of my friends i'd do anything for you honey

(my fave i hope you like sissy)
sammy my lil sissy i love you to death i dont no what i'd do if something ever happened to you honey i WILL come and see you this spring/summer me and my friend will drive the whole 5 hours.. god help me going with her she's slow! but it would be so fucking worth it to finally meet you and jared i'll bring jensen =D i love you babygirl!!!! oh and we will so kidnapped j2 and then kidnap a7x *smirks* it will be oh so fun.

amy your like a lil sis to me if you ever need anything you know that if you need me you can talk to me honey i love you babe

this is the girl i've truly fallen for and hard
i love her so much
i swear i wouldn't know what to do if i could see her

Sarah,
I love you so much your mean the world to me, i wouldn't no what i would do if something happened to you. you were there for me through some hard times and helped me when i wouldn't open up to anyone else. It's been 5 amazing months and i know that we will have many more, your my world your my love and i dont want that to change. I love you Sarah Jayne Barros forever and always

xoxo~Sarah

Here's to the kids.

The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party.

Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.

Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.

Here's to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool.

Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV...and blame MTV for ruining their life.

Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.

Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.

Here's to the kids who hum "A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me" when they're stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night.

Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed.

Here's to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn't feel so alone after doing so.

Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s).

Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don't care.

Here's to the kids who speak their mind.

Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.

Here's to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do.

Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the
kids who are okay with that.

Here's to the kids.
This one's not for the kids,
who always get what they want,
But for the ones who never had it at all.

It's not for the ones who never got caught, 
But for the ones who always try and fall.

This one's for the kids who didnt make it, 
We were the kids who never made it.

The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys.
Not for the kids who had all their joys.

This one's for the kids who never faked it. 
We're the kids who didn't make it.

They say "Breaking hearts is what we do best,"
And, "We'll make your heart be ripped of your chest"

The only heart that I broke was mine, 
When I got My Hopes up too too high.
We were the kids who didnt make it. 
We are the kids who never made it."


i found this on rainbowlust's journal it's pretty cool i think its like the saying for overcast kids.. not sure though

No Time For Tears- Ashlee Simpson

What do you think of your parents?
Scream- Toykio Hotel

What do you think about very often?
Toxic- Britney Spears

What is 2+2?
I Will Rescue You- Shuki Levy

What do you think of your best friend?
Lithium- Evanesence

What do you think of the person you like?
Never Dream Alone- Ashlee Simpson

What is your life story?
Rule Breaker- Ashlee Simpson

What do you want to be when you grow up?

Bittersweet World- Ashlee Simpson

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Murder- Ashlee Simpson

What will you dance to at your wedding?
After the Last Midtown Show- The Academy Is...

What will they play at your funeral?
Naughty Girl- Beyonce'

What is your hobby?
Signs- Beyonce' featuring Missy Elliot

What is your biggest fear?

Headfirst for Halos- My Chemical Romance

What is your biggest secret?
Now That We're Done- Metro Station

What do you think of your friends?
20 Dollar Nosebleed- Fall Out Boy featuring Brendon Urie

What will you post this as?
Amen- Kid Rock

I got out of the cab and walked up the stairs to this shitty apartment I call home. Yeah, it doesn't have anything fancy but, you know, its good enough.

My name's Topaz I have raven black hair to my shoulders along with a set of bright blue eyes that are almost always rimmed in black liner, that sometimes look hazel. I also have fair skin which I take pride in; most people dont even ask my name because: 1) theyre either too afraid of my looks or 2) they don't care, but the thing is. I don't care if they know my name either. Their loss I say, I mean I'm not going to kill them or something. Just because I like black and listen to My Chemical Romance and wear crazy makeup doesnt mean I'm a mean and scary person! Just so you know I'm a very nice person, you can ask any of my friends. I'm not going to bite... unless youre into that.

I walk over and turn my stereo on letting it fill the air with whatever is on at the time as I walk to get a cup of coffee. Soon I hear the beginning of Vampires Will Never Hurt You; one of my favorite songs. I just love Gerard Way's voice. Actually, I just love all of him, honestly, call me a fan girl or whatever, I don't care, Ill deal with it.

I walk over to the couch that's near the window and look out the window surveying everything and honestly this is pretty damn boring and I need different coffee, this shit isnt cutting it. I get up and pour out my coffee and grab my black jacket off the back of the sofa and head out the door after I make sure I have my keys. I walk out of the apartment and down the sidewalk getting nasty looks from older people; one of them even went to the other side of the street. I laugh and shake my head. I swear some people... I soon find what I was looking for: Starbucks, the maker of the best damn coffee in the world. Its my fucking savior. I swear, if it wasn't for my coffee I would have killed people by now.

I walk up to the counter and order my normal black coffee then wait for it. I take a look around the place; this place is fucking packed and there aren't any seats. Shit, I ordered it for here too. Oh well, that's typical of me do something without thinking maybe a seat will open up before these retards give me my coffee. I scan the room again letting my gaze linger on one guy he looks vaguely familiar but he's got his back to me. He's reading a comic so he cant bad, right? I hear them call my name and I go up and grab my coffee, paying the man behind the counter for my sweet liquid. I take a sip as I look to see if anyone's moved but of course they haven't just my luck. I walk over and see if the guy with the comic would mind if I take a seat with him but when I look at him, I freeze. I cant just ask him; that's stupid and rude, but before I can leave he speaks to me.

"Excuse me did you need something," he asks, looking at me. I can feel his gaze on me, looking me over, he's probably going to say something bad to me over how I look. I mean most do right now. I have my favorite pair of black jeans, which are ripped at the knee and a My Chemical Romance shirt on. Most of the time, once they see the gun circle, they shut up and leave but he doesn't he just keeps looking.

"I was actually wondering if you'd mind if I sat with you because there are no tables left, but never mind I can ha-" I say hastily trying to get out of there as it has finally clicked who he is hes Gerard Way.

"No, sugar, I don't mind in fact it would be much better than sitting here by myself, please sit, I wont bite, I promise." he says, smiling at me and with that I turn around and
slide into the other side of the booth so I'm facing him, "I'm Gerard, but I have a feeling you might just already know me," he says and smirks as he stretches his hand out for me to shake which I gladly accept.

"Yes, youre right, but don't worry. I'm not going to go all crazy on you. I'm Topaz, by the way," I say, smiling then giggling a little. He just looks at me then laughs he must have figured out what I thought was funny.

"So what comic are you reading?" I ask curiously as I take a sip of my coffee while trying to see the front cover.

"Oh, I'm proof reading my comic, they just got how its suppose to be printed so they need me to read it to see if I approve of the how it looks," he says, staring down at it, almost like a proud father.

"That sounds pretty cool, did they get it right?" I ask, inquisitively as I drink my coffee.

It takes him a while to answer but he finishes reading the comic, sits it down, smiles, takes a sip of his coffee and looks at me, "Actually yeah they did, its great. If you want, you could look at it."

"I'd love to but are you sure I can, I mean, I don't want you to get in trouble and then the publishers not make your-" I begin, rambling until I hear an angelic laugh and I look to see Gerard laughing. My face instantly drops and tears start to prick my eyes: he's laughing at me. I never would have thought someone who I thought so highly of, would fucking laugh at me! I sniff and wipe my eyes, catching his attention. He's automatically up and walking over to my side where he sits beside me.

"Sugar, what's the matter?" he asks, concerned. I dont answer, I just stay quiet and stare at my coffee, "Topaz, what's the matter? I dont like seeing people cry, please dont!"

"You laughed at me; I never thought you of all people would laugh at me!" I tell him looking down then drink a bit of my coffee, trying not to think of how close I am to him and how even if I would leave the only way out was to go under the table, then I hear him sigh.

"Topaz, look at me," he says trying to get me to look at him. When I dont, he moves my hair out of my face so he can see me, "Sugar, I wasn't laughing at you! I was laughing at the thought of getting fired over showing someone else the comic, that's all, I swear.

I look up at him and show a slight smile, God, why cant I hate this man?

"You know you can look at the comic, it wont get me booted. God, Mikey and the guys look at it whenever they are around. Its better because its outsider input, so honestly, Sugar, I dont mind and I know they wont either" he says and hands me the book, while I look up at him and smile widely.

I look eagerly through the pages. I was so consumed in it that I barely noticed that I was leaning on Gerard and he didn't mind. In fact, I felt him put his arm around my shoulders, much to my delight. I got more comfortable and soon I was finished and just sitting there with Gerard's arm around me. God, I can't believe he's got his arm around me.

"So... how was it?" he says, looking down at me eagerly.

"It was how can I put it..." puts my hand on my chin and act like Im thinking really hard, letting him sit there and be nervous for a bit, "It was kickass, Gerard, I loved it!

"Honestly, it was?" he asks and I just nod my head smiling, "You know, you dont always have to call me Gerard. You can just call me Gee. Gerard makes me feel like a kid in trouble sometimes" he says, snickering

"Sure Gee" then I notice I was leaning in on him "shit sorry I didn't mean too I just got." before I could finish he cut me off.

"No its fine" he says and pulls me closer "Plus you know you look kind of cute when you ramble." at that I look down and blush I look up at him to see he has a dorky smile on his face.

"If I didn't know any better Id say that your hitting on me" I say jokingly

"I never said I wasn't" he says and I look to see him with a bigger smile on his face then it hits me he is hitting on me! Oh my god!

~Fast Forward 1 year and 1 week~

"Sugar, are you ready" hey yells I finish my makeup and take one last look in the mirror then walk down the stairs to my living room to see my boyfriend standing there in black jeans and a deep red shirt with his black leather jacket. Im wearing a red and black lace corseted dress that is to my knee with my favorite leggings their black with red lace at the bottom and my black buckle boots, he wanted me to wear this one dress that I love since tonight would be a "special" night, Im super nervous.

"Yeah, Im ready baby and you look really good tonight, Gee" I say smiling then give him a quick kiss on the lips.

In case youre wondering Gerard and I have been dating for 1 whole year! Ever sense the day at the coffee shop talk we have been practically inseparable we had exchanged numbers that night. After that we called each other almost every day if not 2 times a day he asked me to be his girlfriend a week later and today is our anniversary! I still cant believe Im this lucky to have Gerard Way as my boyfriend its like Im in a dream that I never want to wake up from. Gerard took me to this little authentic Italian restaurant; we ordered our food which was awesome! I saw Gerard tell our waiter something and he just nodded and headed off leaving us alone soon I hear violins playing Gerard gets out of his chair and makes his way towards me then pulls me up out of my chair and holds my hands and looks me in the eyes smiling but I can tell he's really nervous he keeps fiddling with something in his pocket.

"Topaz I dont think I have ever met anyone like you, I knew from the first day I met you in Starbucks that I was in love. You looked so beautiful when we started talking and hanging out, I felt like I had found a friend that had been lost for years, I felt like I had found my soul mate. At first, I thought I was crazy but the more we were together the more I loved you and here I am standing with you today a year to that day we started dating and a year and one week since we first met. A year and one week to the day I met you and I know that I have finally found my true love, my soul mate. What Im trying to say is: I love you with all my heart and I would love you to do me the honor of being my wife. Will you marry me?" he asks while keeling down pulling out a black box with a beautiful ring that has a ruby in the center of a heart.

"Yes! I'd love to marry you Gerard, yes!" I give him a hug and then, kiss him. He takes my hand and smiles as he slips the engagement on my left ring finger

"I love you, Topaz. I cant wait to marry you, you'll be a great Mrs. Way" he says smiling and hugging me

"I love you too, Gerard. Wow who would have ever thought that my dream would actually come true?! I say with the biggest smile on my face looking up at him, the rest of that night was perfect.

~Day of the wedding (6 months later)~

So here I am in this beautiful dress on my wedding day and I have my best friends with me too, Blaze my sissy, Sarah, Sophie, and Katlyn they're all in my room helping me with the dress, so I will be seeing my Gerard. Sarah fastened my double heart necklace that I got as a gift from Gerard on our 6 month anniversary. And she lent me a pair of blood red ruby dangle earrings which I put on. Blaze lends me a pair of black fishnet gloves. I have my something blue its my deep blue shadow. Im wearing my normal makeup so that means dark shadow and my black liner and the only thing different is I have a sheer red lip gloss on which is suppose to last for 6 hours and not come off, we'll see about that. Sophie and Katlyn help fix my dress while Sarah is doing my ebony hair, it partially pulled up with loose ringlets cascading down, its defiantly different than my normal hair, and it looks beautiful. I hug all the girls and tell them that they should all go and meet up with the guys its near the wedding Blaze and Mikey will be first since their Maid of Honor and Best Man, then its Sarah and Bob, followed by Sophie and Frank then by Ray and Katlyn. Soon my dad came in to walk me down the aisle, I walked out the doors to see Gerard standing there in a black suit with a red tie and his old belt buckle and I just smile and giggle and the scene in front of me my dad hands me off to my soon to be husband Gerard. He looks at me and smiles then whispers in my ear: You look magnificent, Sugar. I just smile and blush Im still not use to hearing him say that as long as we've been together, so came time for me and Gerard to exchange our vows, we decided to do a vow from one of our favorite movies to watch its the Corpse Bride.

"With this hand, I will lift your sorrows. Your cup will never empty, for I will be your wine." I say smiling at him then slip the ring on his finger.

"With this candle, I will find your way in darkness. With this ring, I ask you to be mine." he says slipping the ring on my finger smiling with one of the biggest smiles Ive seen grace that beautiful face of his.

 We hear the priest say you may now kiss the bride and with that Gerard leans in and places a soft and gentle yet loving kiss. We walked down the aisle and soon we were in the reception it was time for our first dance Ray and Frank sat in two chairs, Frank had a microphone. Frank adjusted the microphones.

"Ok, now, I know that Topaz likes this song and they couldn't figure one up for the first dance as Mr. and Mrs. Way. So Ray and I got to thinking. We thought this song sort of fit them even you'd never really heard this at a normal wedding, but then again, this is Topaz and Gerard this wedding isn't normal. It's.. how should I put it?" looks at Ray then smirks "weird just like them but its the good kind of goofy weird cause if those two were to be normaloh lord! The world would come crashing down. So here is the perfect song for them." Both Frank and Ray started playing Demolition Lovers as Frank sings the song for everyone but I hear Gerard singing it softly to me. The rest of the night was perfect, I could have never asked for anything better.

We walk out of our reception to a limo where it took us to our house before we went to Hawaii for a month. I hope he bought a lot of sun block because we'll need it. I dont want a fucking tan.

~5 years later~

Its been five wonderful years that Gerard and I have been married we now have 3 kids. The twins, Elena May Way and James Xavier Way who is 1 year old, and  Jersey Marie Way who is 4 years old. Jersey has long deep brown hair and bright blue eyes, she's very sweet but super protective of her little sister and brother. They all had deep brown hair to where it was almost black Jersey had blue eyes, the twins well Elena she had blue eyes also but they'd change and would go brown when sad, blue when happy and green when mad, and our baby boy James he has puppy dog brown eyes. My life couldn't be any more perfect. Im surrounded by my friends and I have the a family of my own and the best husband there is, I look over to see Gerard giving Jamie a ride on his back like a horse and I just laugh to myself. Soon I hear a little voice I look down to see El tugging at my jeans i reach down and pick her up and put her on my hip and walk over to find Jersey drawing a picture in the dirt of all five of us. I smile down at her and kiss her forehead. I feel El wanting down I let her go and she sits next to her sister and draws something of her own soon i see Jamie and gee coming over and Jamie sits on the other side of his big sister then I feel two arms wrap around my waist and I smile.

"I love you, Sugar." Gerard says then kissed my cheek.

"I love you too, Gee." I say and hear aws and giggles then look down at my babies. Our family.
Then gaze at our wedding bands if you would have told me 6 years ago that I would be Mrs. Gerard Way and be the mother of 3 beautiful angels, I would have laughed in your face and said it was impossible, but now that I am Mrs. WayI know know that nothing is impossible if you have you have faith.

Like Frankie says "Keep the faith."

The End

Gerard way

Bob Bryar

Ray Toro

Frankie Iero

Mikey Way

Zacky Vengence

Jimmy The Rev Sulliven

Johnny Christ

Syster Gates

M. Shadows

Jon Walker

Travie McCoy

William Becket

Gabe Sporta

Jeremy Davis

Jared Padilaki

Jensen Ackles

Trace Cyrus

Spencer Smith

Ryan Ross

now for those who would have been on here if i have had more room, i still love these guys to death i just used the ones that came off the top of my head though

Brendon Urie

Pete Wentz

Patrick Stump

Joe Trohman

Andy Hurley aka Hurley Burly

Micheal Guy Chislett

Adam T. Siska

Nate Navarro

Ryland